1. |
Promise
04:20
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My greatest joy is to see you smile and laugh
I can think of no better way to make use of my gifts
by using them to build you up with every waking moment
You deserve it & I owe it to you
Infinitely; Unconditionally
I’m howling at the moon
I love you always
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2. |
Relent
03:57
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With heart in hand we light the way
Ever scouring a harrowing void
Where space and time do not abide
There is beauty hidden neath this place
As it always was
And ever shall it be
All who've been made to suffer-
I know it seems as though the light has been extinguished
Just know that I will never forget you, dear one
I'll always remember you
May your spark be remembered
Through the ages, light the way
Persisting silently,
I can feel its gaze pierce right through me
It speaks in whispers; familiar voices
Embodied is the space through which echoes of all
Permeate the primordial veil
A wonder to behold
Immensity of such grief weathers true
A center found within the fractured mass
Seething vehement conviction demands:
We must find a way.
Focus as this enigma renders impermanent
Upon envisioned vestiges of what may yet be
Revealing warm lights from within us
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3. |
Lost Within
03:16
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Reverberation, rumination
All we have left is losing time
A grasp we feign
Piercing gaze in silence weathered
I am grief suppressed in shame
Clawing from within
In each moment that you breathe
You will never be free of me
What must I learn here?
My heart is riven.
Witnessing time collapse
What is left for me here?
My heart is riven.
What have we done?
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4. |
Interstice
04:35
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What is left of me?
Staring through the void
Observing across dimensions
The truest self; the pinnacle
It lies waiting ever within reach
From afar, I hear you clear as day
your voice echoes through me
I can feel you wonder
It reaches through eternity
Whispers on the surface
Vagaries appearing so anomalous
What is left of us between this interstice?
Vicariously one; seen through another
Perceptions indistinguishable
Blurred lines as I'm left to contemplate
A life so lost in time
Oh god, what have we done?
Now tell me,
what the fuck do we have left to fight for?
It all seems for naught
Breathe in each lamentation
So remiss is your escape
This place in time; so nebulous
The shame is mine to bear forever :(
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5. |
Infinite Mirrors
03:44
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Awash; This place in which I find myself
Encircled in gravitational waves
A love so lost; Repeating endlessly
Staring through a continuum
Reflective gaze
Imploring self for equanimity
In every moment passing through
The presence of eternity
Though inextricable,
it escapes me so
Such is the nature of the intangible
In this place there is nothing to gain
& nothing to forego
So it seems; begin again
Totality; an ever present triality
So here we find ourselves again
Within the silence of lament
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6. |
Wonder
04:06
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All I have ever wanted
is for this to be over and done
I guess the fucking joke's on me
We've just begun!
Cycles of torment and rumination
And for what?
After all these years
It really makes you wonder
What the fuck went wrong?
Why can’t we just live in harmony?
I can remember a time
Each breath between us
Like the heavens reaching down
And none compare to the placid gaze we shared
I'll find you again, my love
We both know deep down, it’s wrong
The heights we didn’t bother to reach
It will haunt me forever
The killer of my dreams
I long to heal this(x3)
I'm longing to heal this with you
Begging the fates to help guide the way
Crying out in desperation
Take me back to the place I call home
Before it needlessly falls away again
Born to eviscerate demons slipping through the veil
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7. |
ALWHE
04:09
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I'd give anything just to share this life with you
You are the sunshine and the breeze on my face
You're the warmth on a cold day
The air filling me when I think that I can't breathe
And the only one I will ever need
The only one for me
You have my love eternally
Whether I'm alive or life released its grip on me
Don't know if I'll heal or find my way from here
Fearing dead ends in all directions
Maybe we'll unfold the heavens from within us
Wouldn't that be a sight to behold?
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8. |
In Extremis
04:04
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This plight so ominous; ubiquitous
Pierces through our valence with ease
Insufferably, in each waking moment
No practice of mind; no strength to placate
can ever save us from the horrors we face coalesced
Come away from your tethered existence
Fully recognize the imminent extinction right before your eyes
Each precious daughter & son
Born into promises so far remiss
As all erodes, we canonize this fate
through thoughtless acquiescence
Long overdue, a branded reckoning we're sold,
Such a fucking farce yet we all know it
Lament our deliberate descent
this placid gaze ever haunting me
Indifferently, as our time ticks away
We are living in a wasteland of our on creation
Distorted to fit this paradigm
Kill them slow
Fractured by an anomalous convergence
I am one with the shadow within
No hope for a chance of recompense
The damage laid bare for all to see
Cold silence from all directions
They’re pointing to the grave
Oh God, how did I ever let it come to this?
Why should I fight the urge to make myself just go away?
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9. |
Elucidate
04:50
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[Instrumental]
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10. |
Fervor
03:28
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Behind me now,
The echoes of my torment
Trust in myself, gazing placidly through eternity
A newfound reverence in equanimity
Fearlessly commanding spark of this impetus
Shouldering conscience long awaited
Here we find ourselves gazing out upon this space & time
It gives me such pause; witnessing the slow burn together
As we search ourselves for answers
Shrieking into the ever present void
Can you see this emergent quality
called forth from sacred realms?
In this precious moment we gather here
Commit ourselves to the rebirth
Laying waste to the echoes of rumination
Bathe in the light of truth evermore
This is for you. It was always for you.
I'd give anything to walk with you again, dear love
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11. |
Lull Away
04:17
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[Instrumental]
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12. |
Acquiesce
04:13
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