In Another Life

by Nesara

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1.	Promise 04:20	lyrics	buy track
My greatest joy is to see you smile and laugh I can think of no better way to make use of my gifts by using them to build you up with every waking moment You deserve it & I owe it to you Infinitely; Unconditionally I’m howling at the moon I love you always
2.	Relent 03:57	lyrics	buy track
With heart in hand we light the way Ever scouring a harrowing void Where space and time do not abide There is beauty hidden neath this place As it always was And ever shall it be All who've been made to suffer- I know it seems as though the light has been extinguished Just know that I will never forget you, dear one I'll always remember you May your spark be remembered Through the ages, light the way Persisting silently, I can feel its gaze pierce right through me It speaks in whispers; familiar voices Embodied is the space through which echoes of all Permeate the primordial veil A wonder to behold Immensity of such grief weathers true A center found within the fractured mass Seething vehement conviction demands: We must find a way. Focus as this enigma renders impermanent Upon envisioned vestiges of what may yet be Revealing warm lights from within us
3.	Lost Within 03:16	lyrics	buy track
Reverberation, rumination All we have left is losing time A grasp we feign Piercing gaze in silence weathered I am grief suppressed in shame Clawing from within In each moment that you breathe You will never be free of me What must I learn here? My heart is riven. Witnessing time collapse What is left for me here? My heart is riven. What have we done?
4.	Interstice 04:35	lyrics	buy track
What is left of me? Staring through the void Observing across dimensions The truest self; the pinnacle It lies waiting ever within reach From afar, I hear you clear as day your voice echoes through me I can feel you wonder It reaches through eternity Whispers on the surface Vagaries appearing so anomalous What is left of us between this interstice? Vicariously one; seen through another Perceptions indistinguishable Blurred lines as I'm left to contemplate A life so lost in time Oh god, what have we done? Now tell me, what the fuck do we have left to fight for? It all seems for naught Breathe in each lamentation So remiss is your escape This place in time; so nebulous The shame is mine to bear forever :(
5.	Infinite Mirrors 03:44	lyrics	buy track
Awash; This place in which I find myself Encircled in gravitational waves A love so lost; Repeating endlessly Staring through a continuum Reflective gaze Imploring self for equanimity In every moment passing through The presence of eternity Though inextricable, it escapes me so Such is the nature of the intangible In this place there is nothing to gain & nothing to forego So it seems; begin again Totality; an ever present triality So here we find ourselves again Within the silence of lament
6.	Wonder 04:06	lyrics	buy track
All I have ever wanted is for this to be over and done I guess the fucking joke's on me We've just begun! Cycles of torment and rumination And for what? After all these years It really makes you wonder What the fuck went wrong? Why can’t we just live in harmony? I can remember a time Each breath between us Like the heavens reaching down And none compare to the placid gaze we shared I'll find you again, my love We both know deep down, it’s wrong The heights we didn’t bother to reach It will haunt me forever The killer of my dreams I long to heal this(x3) I'm longing to heal this with you Begging the fates to help guide the way Crying out in desperation Take me back to the place I call home Before it needlessly falls away again Born to eviscerate demons slipping through the veil
7.	ALWHE 04:09	lyrics	buy track
I'd give anything just to share this life with you You are the sunshine and the breeze on my face You're the warmth on a cold day The air filling me when I think that I can't breathe And the only one I will ever need The only one for me You have my love eternally Whether I'm alive or life released its grip on me Don't know if I'll heal or find my way from here Fearing dead ends in all directions Maybe we'll unfold the heavens from within us Wouldn't that be a sight to behold?
8.	In Extremis 04:04	lyrics	buy track
This plight so ominous; ubiquitous Pierces through our valence with ease Insufferably, in each waking moment No practice of mind; no strength to placate can ever save us from the horrors we face coalesced Come away from your tethered existence Fully recognize the imminent extinction right before your eyes Each precious daughter & son Born into promises so far remiss As all erodes, we canonize this fate through thoughtless acquiescence Long overdue, a branded reckoning we're sold, Such a fucking farce yet we all know it Lament our deliberate descent this placid gaze ever haunting me Indifferently, as our time ticks away We are living in a wasteland of our on creation Distorted to fit this paradigm Kill them slow Fractured by an anomalous convergence I am one with the shadow within No hope for a chance of recompense The damage laid bare for all to see Cold silence from all directions They’re pointing to the grave Oh God, how did I ever let it come to this? Why should I fight the urge to make myself just go away?
9.	Elucidate 04:50	lyrics	buy track
[Instrumental]
10.	Fervor 03:28	lyrics	buy track
Behind me now, The echoes of my torment Trust in myself, gazing placidly through eternity A newfound reverence in equanimity Fearlessly commanding spark of this impetus Shouldering conscience long awaited Here we find ourselves gazing out upon this space & time It gives me such pause; witnessing the slow burn together As we search ourselves for answers Shrieking into the ever present void Can you see this emergent quality called forth from sacred realms? In this precious moment we gather here Commit ourselves to the rebirth Laying waste to the echoes of rumination Bathe in the light of truth evermore This is for you. It was always for you. I'd give anything to walk with you again, dear love
11.	Lull Away 04:17	lyrics	buy track
[Instrumental]
12.	Acquiesce 04:13	info	buy track